Scientific AND story explanations about The Origin of God
God's origin

Chapter One


Introduction to Science and Imagination

Operational and experimental science has proven a great many strange things as true. For example, do a google search on quantum mechanics and you will see that it has been experimentally proven that at the quantum level, elementary particles can pop into existence from nothing and then quickly disappear. We don't yet fully understand how something can come from nothing, but perhaps one day we will. Nevertheless, we must accept that this is true, as science has proven it. However knowledge about God and spiritual things cannot be proven by scientific experiments. Such knowledge has to be revealed by the Spirit of God. I can say God speaks to me and has shown me the things I am about to reveal, but of course, I cannot prove it. But neither can any religious leader prove their beliefs or interpretations of holy text or insight. All humans must retain their right to think for themselves and make their own apparent choices (though I will talk about God's sovereignty later to balance out such idea). I simply assert what I am about to reveal to you is true, as God told me, and you must decide for yourself. I freely admit, I am not schizophrenic and hear literal voices, but I simply "sense" God speak to me in my mind, like He does to every human on this planet. Ask God to speak to you and confirm if your heart agrees with all I write. Please read it all before you decide, but keep in mind, dark evil spirits will attack you to create doubt as you do so, for they do not want you to believe or understand anything on this website, or their power over you will be diminished and possibly broken all together.

God is a highly evolved alien, just like on Star Trek and other science fiction shows proclaim! Gene Roddenberry had it right! But he was mistaken on how he dramatized the characteristics of this alien God, as science fiction (inspired by Satan) always shows God to be an evil and capricious God who has flawed morals and always tries to cruelly force lesser evolved entities to "worship" him. In another reality, perhaps much like this universe, but with a virtually infinite amount of time necessary for true evolution to happen, God came into existence. This universe we are currently in has hints and clues to how this happened, but the universe we are currently in is only about 6 thousand years old, according to the Genesis account in the Bible. Let me try to explain....

God has created this universe with certain characteristics to deceive those who want to believe there is no God, and also enough evidence for true truth seekers to know the truth if they are persistent in their search for truth and knowledge, as I am. As I mentioned, scientists have already proven that something can come from nothing, although we can't explain yet how this can be. But this "something" is always unintelligent elementary particles. It is postulated that an infinitely dense elementary particle exploded in the Big Bang, which created this universe. There is evidence for this theory, but all supposed evidence can be manipulated to prove whatever Satan wants you to believe. Check out creation site for a ministry that does a good job refuting all evidence for the Big Bang, evolution, and all other anti-God propaganda.

However, the Bible says with God all things are possible. God has given His creation an amazing imagination to dream up many possible explanations for things. If something was impossible for God to do, we would not even be able to imagine it. But in a universe of virtually infinite possibilities, reality is still what God says it is. God is the One who gets to ultimately decide what truth is, whether natural truth in the objective physical world, or spiritual truth. And God says in the Bible that the universe was created in six literal days about 6 thousand years ago. In the opening chapter of Genesis, the Bible says God created the heaven and the earth, and stars were created several days later. So there was no Big Bang, and subsequent star, planetary, and biological evolution to slowly bring us to where we are. That is Satan's lie. But the mere fact we can imagine such a thing, and find apparent evidence to prove it is a hint that these things happened in another universe and another timeline we are not aware of. God wants His children (humans) to understand His origins or I would not have been able to imagine all that I reveal. At this time in human history, it is important for the near future that humans have some basic awareness of the origin of God, Jesus, angels, Satan, demons, and the origin of this spiritual war between God and Satan, which humans are involved in every day in various ways, and what the stakes are in the daily choices we make. The Bible is our only true and reliable guide to help us discern the mystery of our existence, and the nature of true reality, whether physical or spiritual. But the natural world and even false science, and even fictional stories like Star Trek and the book I wrote called The Unveiling, can help exercise our imaginations to discern deeper truth behind the veil of the physical. Stories are valuable, or Jesus would not have told stories (parables) with deeper spiritual meaning. That is all Jesus did to teach! He told stories! The story I am revealing about the origin of God, Satan, and the spiritual war can help increase our faith that God is real, a good God, perfect in fact, and that He will win this war of attrition, and all will work out in the end. All that is made is a parable about spiritual things, even the natural world, scientific theories, and even movies and fictional novels. Afterall, the Bible says, "For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse" (Romans 1:20).

A Deeper Understanding of the True Creation & Evolution Story

In the beginning before the beginning, before these words came true: "In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth..." (Genesis 1:1), there was an alternate universe, with another timeline allowing for virtually infinite time, where nothing created a particle infinitely dense of infinite energy, yet unintelligent, which exploded into all, coalesced into stars and planets over untold trillions of years. True planetary and biologic evolution occurred in this reality, which true evolution requires trillions of years, not mere billions as scientists claim. In this other reality, the physical beings who evolved into existence discovered natural laws that don't exist in our current reality, laws that prove evolution conclusively, where experiments could create life from non-life and watch it evolve. We don't have these laws in this universe, so creation of life and observation of evolution in action are not possible, but in the other reality, evolution was a definite and proven fact. Even if, as scientists claim, our current universe is 14 billion years old (which it is not) and even if the earth is 5 billion years old (which it is not), that is not anywhere near enough time for true evolution to occur, nor are we able to create life from non-life and watch it evolve, so evolution cannot be proven conclusively for our current reality. But the hints and clues in this reality are meant for mankind to decode at this time. The devil and his angels are going to openly reveal themselves soon and claim to be highly evolved beings come to help mankind. They will be able to reproduce almost any miracle recorded in the Bible, except make accurate future predictions 100% of the time, the Biblical test to prove the alien-gods (demons) are false prophets (Deuteronomy 18:22); nonetheless, these beings will claim to be mankind's ancient alien "gods", and will have a nice evolution excuse why they fail this prophecy test. Despite this failure and lame excuse, they will claim to have inspired the Bible and will be able to explain all religions, all miracles, all enigmatic scriptures, and put an evolutionary spin on it all that will sound very believable to those who want to believe lies. And in a very short period of time, about three years, all the world will follow these beings except the elect.

If my narrative doesn't sound very convincing yet, this brief video by a former school teacher might be more convincing to some

People are gullible and don't realize the supernatural power demons have to deceive those who want to believe lies. Deceived people like evolutionary bullshitologist Richard Dawkins can sound very convincing at times, because he is very deceived and really believes his bullshit, and in turn he helps others, who want to be deceived with nice sounding arguments to believe pure evolution explains everything in our universe. Rather I know pure evolution raised issues in this other reality I talk about, which issues are being worked out in this universe, which was created about 6000 years ago, in a literal 6 days, the Lord resting on the 7th day. God did this just to make some teaching points about how spiritual work within an individual soul, and also outwardly for the whole world, progresses in time to a sabbath "day" of rest, the literal peaceful 1000 year millennial reign of Christ on earth, soon to be inaugurated, and also total peaceful rest within an individual soul to rest from the idea our salvation is contingent upon any outward works or obedience at all. But the Lord could have just as easily created the entire universe in a nanosecond if He had wanted. People generally have very small ideas of God, which my site dismantles piece by piece, and have very little understanding of the power of God, or the mind of God. "But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day." (2 Peter 3:8) To accommodate ideas of evolution, to which there is some intuitive truth, religious people have tried to stretch the idea that a day in the Bible can be long periods of time, which this verse says, and it can, but Genesis days do not read this way, and many try to prove this with logic, comparison to intent in other passages where day combined with the phrase "and the evening and the morning" always means literal days, original Greek and Hebrew, etc... To accommodate those who want to insist pure evolution explains everything in this universe, is like Israel accommodating the Palestinians by trading land for peace. It just doesn't work, and they keep fighting for all the land until Israel is destroyed. The pure evolution side of the evolution & creation debate understands very well the need to not give an inch of ground and keep fighting until total victory, and their "Palestinian nature" has succeeded in pushing ANY mention of God out of the public classrooms, even to admit if pure evolution is true, then science predicts God probably exists as a highly evolved being of some sort, so let us now debate and discuss if there is any evidence of some sort of highly evolved ancient alien "god(s)'" activity and influence in human history or holy books. You cannot even say that much in the public education system! The government will not even admit their hypocrisy that evolution just proves it is at least POSSIBLE God is a highly evolved something and allow discussion. Total tyrannical hypocrisy!

Pure macro-evolution (change into entirely different species) is true of the other reality, and only micro-evolution (change within a species) happens in this universe to inflame the passions of those who want to dismiss God entirely; other evidence exists both for AND against evolution to test people in general and create God's elect, who develop critical thinking skills to learn the hard way to detect God's personal voice as the only way to overcome deception, and also create non-elect, who stay deceived on this basic point until the day they physically die. Very few seem to have the courage to admit the only way you can know for sure your reading of the Bible is true, is to KNOW the voice of the good shepherd, Christ Himself, speak to you and you simply believe and trust what He says. I cannot know the things I know by any other way than personal divine revelation, like the writers of the Bible. No, as I said before, I don't hear literal voices, but I hear, and my site is all about trying to teach people to also hear Christ personally, and some ways to test your thoughts, and the thoughts of others, to learn how to detect deception. I accept this is supernatural, so I cannot really teach this, so I just focus on witnessing to the truth and let God do the supernatural convincing and teaching how to distinguish truth (Christ) from lies (devil) in your individual thoughts. Deception is tricky thing because deceived people don't know they are deceived. That is the very definition of the word, and why it is humanly impossible to un-deceive a person, and only God can do that. Being deceived is supernatural and so is eventually coming to understand the truth. Here is some test thoughts for those inclined to believe pure random evolution explains everything for this universe. A computer program like Microsoft Word is extremely complicated computer code, by human standards of complexity, with millions of lines of computer code, designed over many years of hard work by computer programmers and engineers, with intelligent intent built into those lines of code, to do intelligent and purposeful things so I can type these words right now using the program. And still Microsoft Word is mickey mouse code compared to the complex DNA code in one human cell, and if we ever create sentient artificially intelligent self-replicating machines, which is basically what humans are, except we are biological machines, THE COMPUTER CODE WILL HAVE TO BE EXPONENTIALLY MORE COMPLEX THAN MICROSOFT WORD! Leading Evolutionary Bullshitologist Richard Dawkins would like you to believe this happened by pure random evolution over a mere 5 billion years, and will never admit that, statistically speaking, this could only happen on an earth of untold trillions of years, virtually infinite time needed to even theoretically approach the chance of such a fantastically improbable thing happening, and even then you would need physical laws allowing for macro-evolution in this universe, which simply don't exist.

But there is enough evidence for evolutionary ideas in this reality to animate our imaginations to take wild leaps from micro-evolution, proven and observable in this world, as we can breed any type of dog we want, into macro-evolution, unprovable and unobservable, as we cannot breed any type of cat we want from dogs. Many simply don't understand they hate and fear God and want some credible sounding excuse to assuage their conscience while they dismiss God entirely. Both God and the devil speak to us through our imagination, and it is fine and wonderful to have an imagination, as long as one can differentiate between truth (Christ) and lies (devil) in one's imagination. A good example of leaps in imagination from something provable (micro-evolution) into something impossible (macro-evolution) might be Einstein's theory of relativity, which is proven and observable, as two perfectly synchronized atomic clocks on earth have been separated, one taken into orbit around the earth, and because time passes differently in space due to different gravitational forces,(as predicted by relativity) the two clocks are slightly out of synch upon return to earth. So, we could take a micro-evolution leap of imagination to conceive time travel might be possible one day, if we learn how to manipulate the gravity and forces involved, and we have all been entertained with time travel movies, and the interesting time paradoxes etc... But relativity also says as an object approaches the speed of light, its mass rises precipitously. If an object tries to travel light speed, 186,000 miles per second, its mass becomes infinite, and so does the energy required to move it. For this reason, no normal object can travel as fast or faster than the speed of light, but now we should not take macro-evolution leaps of imagination to think if a human could somehow travel the speed of light they will become the infinite mass/energy being known as Father God. This improbable pure evolution thing happened in the other reality though, not this one, and issues about who is right and who gets to be God are being worked out in this universe. Although all will be like Christ in the end, none will be exactly like Christ, anymore than Christ is exactly like the true Almighty Jehovah Father God, and yet Christ is like God. I explain further in later pages, so please try to be patient. As part of the test all elect overcome inwardly on these matters, we know that when alien-gods (demons) soon manifest outwardly for the world, they will have ability to give mankind new technology to make our lives better, new medical advancements, and will initially be our "saviors" from the heavens. But it is all a massive lie to set us up for destruction. More on that later. But suffice it to say, in just a few short years, those elect like me, who will oppose these beings, will become viewed as stupid and small-minded idiots, especially in light of all the "evidence" of these beings knowing virtually everything and able to do virtually anything you can imagine God could do, minus the ability to perform the one solid & objective Biblical test of false prophets, the ability to predict the future with 100% accuracy, which the alien-gods (demons) will have a nice evolutionary excuse to explain. "When a prophet speaketh in the name of the LORD, if the thing follow not, nor come to pass, that is the thing which the LORD hath not spoken, but the prophet hath spoken it presumptuously: thou shalt not be afraid of him." (Deuteronomy 18:22) Young earth creationists like me are already viewed as stupid and small-minded idiots, especially in light of all the "evidence" for an old earth, but pure evolutionists and deep timers fail the tests I apply to their "truth" claims and their excuses don't hold water.

"If there arise among you a prophet, or a dreamer of dreams, and giveth thee a sign or a wonder, And the sign or the wonder come to pass, whereof he spake unto thee, saying, Let us go after other gods, which thou hast not known, and let us serve them; Thou shalt not hearken unto the words of that prophet, or that dreamer of dreams: for the Lord your God proveth you, to know whether ye love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul." (Deuteronomy 13:1-3) This verse is another test of false prophets, and these demonic false prophets will be able to supernaturally perform this verse. They will be able to do any sign or wonder you can imagine God could do, except conveniently unable to perform the 100% solid proof of God, the ability to predict future events accurately 100% of the time. Nonetheless, all except the elect will buy their lame excuses because of their impressive supernatural power to do anything else. This verse says if these beings do these marvels, but then try to entice you to go after false gods (themselves) and want you to serve (trust, obey) them instead of the true God, you are NOT to listen to them. The verse specifically says God is/will be testing His elect, to know whether or not His elect love the true God (and discernment is big part of this) with all their heart and soul. God already knows the truth of this matter, but God tests His elect for the benefit of the elect, to come to full faith and maturity. This particular test of false prophets is subjective, not objective like the lack of ability to predict future 100% of the time. To know if these beings are trying to entice you to "go after other gods, which thou hast not known", you obviously must have "known" the true God at some point in the past, as this verse implies that contrast is needed to be able to discern the true God from false gods. This speaks to preexistence, as all humans are incarnations of fallen angels, as per the Biblical mystery of iniquity. Please be patient, as I go into lots of scriptural details about this concept & truth in later pages, but it's best to read more about it in sequence, chapter by chapter. An elect must learn to tap into their subconscious "memories" of the character of the true God, to be able to detect the supernatural subtle and crafty lies of our former compatriots. You can't do this except by supernaturally connecting with Father God, through Christ, your mediator and helper. This is subjective knowledge & ability, and a bit of a supernatural "art" to come to understanding and be able to retain this understanding. You can't be enticed to follow & believe false gods (demons), if you thoroughly know the God of love and truth. If you read through the further pages in my site, you will probably be shocked to be exposed to what the scriptures really teach about God versus the lies that virtually all 7 billion people on the planet believe. The elect believe all the lies too at first, as we did in preexistence, but overcome that in time, with God's help.

Distant starlight can reach us in just 6000 years due to extreme acceleration, which dilates time in Einstein relativity fashion, of creation during Genesis' day 4 of creation. But even in our current 6000 year old universe, which only has the appearance of great age, to test the elect to develop spiritual warfare critical thinking skills and hint at deeper truths in the other reality, we have hints and clues about how pure evolution happened in this alternate spiritual reality that evolved Jesus and Satan into existence, and ultimately birthed the true Almighty God. Some stars in our current universe are able to burn trillions of years, the necessary time required for true evolution to occur. These are called red dwarf stars, and because they are smaller, with less gravity and burn less intensely, they do not burn all their fuel and go supernova for trillions of years. True evolution occurred on a planet like this, in another reality, and simple physical creatures evolved enough intelligence to create technology to enable them to leave their planet and colonize another planet before their sun went supernova. They had all the same problems we do with good and evil, and disease, and crime, and natural disasters, but no God had evolved yet so the problems were even more intense in many ways. Yet, these beings thrived and continued to move from planet to planet as necessary to survive and let the slow process of evolution take its course. Inevitably, these physical beings shed their corporeal bodies and became beings of pure energy and light, what we might call today spirit beings recorded in the Bible (angels). And this is the beginnings of spirit beings, God, and the cosmic conflict between good and evil.

What really died on the cross? Short answer: our carnal minds. Long answer: please keep reading. As trillions of spirit beings (angels) came into existence, they still had conflicts about who gets to define "morality" and truth. These beings had what we humans would call "supernatural" abilities to do just about anything you can imagine a "god" could do. They could warp time, space, matter, reality (both physical and spiritual) in ways we cannot fully comprehend. A great war ensued between two opposing factions. The being we know today called Jesus, just an angel at this time, led the forces of what we call the light side, and Jesus had His angels supporting Him, and the being we know today called Satan (the devil) led the forces of what we call the dark side, and Satan had his angels supporting him. Concepts of good and evil had not even been defined yet, as no One True God existed yet (or probably more accurately God had not yet revealed Himself), so both sides were engaging in this war using both good and evil means, and each side used good and evil means to order their "society" of followers. Although Jesus was destined to beat the devil and become the leader of the created beings class of God called the "Created Beings God" (Revelation 3:14), there was (and is) subtle differences in ideology between the two sides. For example, Jesus' ideology called for all to cooperate and mutually submit to one another in love, considering all equal, and enduring all things, even pain and suffering, in love for one another, and only occasionally and reluctantly using pain and suffering in a deterrent and redemptive way. Satan's ideology called for discord, strife, and competition and to force submission to the strongest using pain and suffering as a means to intimidate all by fear into obeying Satan their leader; not all are considered equal, and enduring pain and suffering for each other in love was a repulsive and foreign idea, but rather pain and suffering was considered the right of the strongest to dominate the weaker in power, who were considered inferior, and so the incentive was to inspire one another to constantly become stronger to dominate others.

All angels came to understand they had some power to consciously propel their evolution forward and possibly evolve to the ultimate state, an Almighty God, all powerful and all knowing, sort of like how Neo grew & improved in his abilities in The Matrix movie to become the ultimate superhuman, more than any other. Some of the angels developed abilities like Morpheus (eg Michael the Archangel) and Trinity (eg Gabriel the Archangel), and some angels developed more powers like Neo (eg Christ), but we human elect become like Christ/Neo right now only in our imaginations, where God tells us fascinating things and we develop supernatural powers of comprehension of/in The Matrix. I am like Neo (as all first resurrection destined human elect are), who died in the matrix but rose from the dead, and then could see the matrix's green computer code and agent Smith (the devil) was no match anymore. Apostle Paul expressed the same ideas when he said he died (Romans 6:8) and yet rose from the dead (Colossians 3:1). Paul (Neo/me) experienced this mysterious death too, while battling Satan (agent Smith), and Paul (Neo/me) rose from the dead. I just express the spiritual truth & experience using contemporary images & symbols for our modern times, movies, science ideas, etc... These are spiritual statements I make. Paul meant he died to carnal minded ways of thinking and rose to spirit minded ways of thinking, and instead of his carnal mind dominating his spiritual mind, his spiritual mind dominated his carnal mind.

Perhaps now Galations 2:20 is more understandable, "I am crucified with Christ (Romans 6:8 "death"): nevertheless I live (Colossians 3:1 "resurrection"); yet not I, but Christ liveth in me (Paul is aware now of God's total sovereignty and resurrection power): and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God (mature elect like Christ/Paul/elect develop deep/rich faith to understand these things), who loved me, and gave himself for me." So, there is the sense in which God's human elect die to their fleshly (aka the carnal mind) ways of thinking and rise inwardly to a spiritual way of thinking, so we human elect "die on the cross with Christ". Paul said so. It is a spiritual experience that only makes sense with experience, but it is a painful mental process to go through to die to the flesh and rise from the grave of death-type fleshly thinking to understand the spiritual mind of God. The flesh is still with us until physical death, so there will always be some struggle within between spirit and flesh, but it gets easier to understand and spiritual thinking dominates fleshly thinking. If you think I'm rambling nonsense, that is an indication you are dominated by carnal/flesh mind and have NOT been spiritually crucified yet to be able to understand spiritual talk. We elect die on that cross. We are Christ and we are the devil. Those are mainly spiritual statements (though somewhat literal too) that the rest of my site attempts to clarify, so please be patient as you read. However, some supernatural things the Bible talks about and predicts ARE meant to be taken literally, and upon literal open contact with the false UFO alien-gods (demons), there will be some elect like me, human "Neos" who will manifest Neo-like supernatural powers in the real world. We will be more supernatural than the alien-gods and be able to do more than even Christ did. "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me (in the end-times), the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father." (John 14:12)

But in this literal preexistence spiritual war I am describing, the leaders of both factions (Jesus and the devil) had more innate ability to push themselves and their forward evolution and become God, much like the natural abilities of the great hockey players Wayne Gretzky versus Mario Lemieux. In my analogy Wayne Gretzky, aka the Great One (Jesus, as even the hockey world dubs Wayne with a title hinting at his life as a parable of the ultimate Great One, Christ), ultimately won the title of the greatest hockey player and broke all records, but Mario Lemieux was hindered in his quest for greatness due to health issues, back problems and Hodgkin's lymphoma, a type of cancer. Similarly, the devil was somewhat hindered in his spirit due to a greater propensity towards evil than Jesus, and hence lost his bid to become God, but rather Jesus became God. Nonetheless, Jesus and Satan were the only two who had any hope of becoming God, and like Wayne and Mario, they had to practice and push themselves to develop their greater natural abilities to succeed. Nothing comes easy and greatness had to be developed. All creation will thank Jesus one day, but still the battle rages for many reasons. But had the devil won, it would be a far less pleasant universe for us all, much like if Adolf Hitler had won World War Two the earth would be far less pleasant world for us all. Let me try to further explain....

These spirit beings were what we would call immortal and virtually omnipotent, but not totally, as the Almighty Lord Jesus Christ had not yet become God. These beings could not kill each other, but they could cause either side pain and suffering to distract them from concentrating their mind powers to propel their forward evolution. They could also capture opposing forces and imprison them to neutralize their contribution to their leaders. While imprisoned, they would be tortured to also keep them distracted and unable to develop enough power to escape. Missions on either side ensued to rescue captured comrades, at great risk to themselves. The name of this nasty war game can be compared to Chess, the ultimate goal of the game to capture the King (white King is Jesus and black king is Satan [just an analogy...I'm not a racist]). Some pieces are more powerful like the Queen (aka perhaps like Michael the Archangel) and spirit beings of lesser power and ability like knights, rooks, bishops, and pawns. Satan had equivalent pieces in his arsenal too, but we know the white King won.

As in Chess, all pieces fight to protect their King. Jesus' angels protected Him, while He concentrated on propelling His forward evolution to become God. Likewise Satan's angels did the same thing while Satan tried to become God. The war continued for a long time as we understand time. I have no idea how long, but even Word War Two took many years to defeat the madman known as Adolf Hitler. The race was tight. Jesus would leap ahead, and then Satan would sometimes take the lead. They could see the finish line up ahead, and both desperately wanted and needed to break the God-barrier to become God, for they both believed they needed to be Almighty to bring order to the cosmos in their own way. The devil would have ruled much like an evil dictator in this world, whereas Jesus intended to rule more like a consensus government like a democracy. Here is where another analogy can help us understand. In the Star Wars universe, the battle was between two opposing types of government, the evil sith Emperor and Darth Vader like the devil, ruling by fear, and pain, and cruel enforcement, and the dark side of the force, versus the Republic ruling by democracy and consensus and the Jedi using the light side of the force. The battle was fierce and the outcome uncertain. But thankfully, Jesus learned the secret which would guarantee Him victory, and He "sort of" became the being we know today as God the Father, otherwise known as Jehovah. Read the next chapter to learn and understand some more mysteries around this secret.

WARNING & EXPLANATION: If you have read this far, I hope what I have written is comprehensible so far. I have been criticized that my writings are confusing and difficult to understand, and I should bust my balls to somehow make supernaturally confusing things comprehensible to the average sinner, which is impossible because "the person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit" (1 Corinthians 2:14, NIV). My writings from this point on will probably start to seem more insane to the average person. The true elect always seem insane to natural carnal minded people. "And as he thus spake for himself, Festus said with a loud voice, Paul, thou art beside thyself; much learning doth make thee mad" (Acts 26:24). If Paul was called mad, and Jesus accused of blasphemy,(Matthew 26:65) I will consider myself in good company. Any apparent incoherence is due to elect like me engaging in intense spiritual warfare with supernatural demons, which produces an elect's mindset, but also confuses most.

For those who like more scientific facts as opposed to my narrative style

Sanity is to hear God's voice personally about all things, and competency is to make an appropriate choice for the circumstances, and responsibility is to do it. To be saved, one is only required to be sane, not competent & responsible. But spiritually mature elect fully engage in being all three, as much as possible in this wicked world. I would rather be insane by the world's standards but sane by God's standards, rather than be sane by the world's standards but insane by God's standards. I will let my readers think about that one. I am sane and competent & responsible (most of the time), but most people usually are none of this. Everybody starts out life insane and incompetent & irresponsible, and the elect go through a process of becoming sane. Responsibility is something I turn on and off, as I please and am in agreement with God. Sometimes in this world, the most responsible thing one can do is to act irresponsible & incompetent...and even insane. But those sly like a fox can do that. King David did this in 1 Samuel 21:12, NIV when David "was very much afraid of Achish king of Gath. So he pretended to be insane in their presence; and while he was in their hands he acted like a madman, making marks on the doors of the gate and letting saliva run down his beard." As result of his act, King David's enemies left him alone, thinking him a harmless madman and no danger. No need to get too close and unnecessarily risk their lives.

Very real (but invisible) supernatural demons will also hound ANY who read my site, and reading my site can sort of be like experiencing some negative psychological effects from playing with a Ouija board. Try not to be discouraged by this. God will support sincere seekers on my site, because unlike tempting God by playing Ouija board occult games, expressly forbidden by God in the Bible to try and contact the dead (Leviticus 19:31), if you are here to learn then enduring supernatural spiritual warfare with demons is just part of that process. The Bible is confusing too, due to this reality, as 50 thousand different bickering denominations can attest, unable to understand God's book, so sorry if I don't try too hard to pretty up my writings. Perhaps at least my site can give the reader some sense of spiritual warfare in written form, just like the Bible is as well. You can always contact me for clarification. My site is just a summary anyway. But as you (hopefully) read through it all, you will (hopefully) see I am extremely dangerous (to demons, not humans). I'm trying to help people, specifically God's elect, but don't care about demons at this time, and even non-elect humans are no different/better than demons, for their destiny is to go to the same place. God has plans to deal with demons appropriately, through Christ and His elect. Upon open contact with the supposedly highly evolved ancient alien-gods (demons really), this "dealing" will begin in outward earnestness. Although I will seem totally insane and irresponsible by human standards if this event happens in my lifetime, I'm actually entirely sane and responsible by God's standards, the only standards that count.

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