Non-player characters
Non-player characters et al. mini-discussion

Non-player characters are essentially, "extras" within the Earth experience. The notion that some people aren't "real" might be a sensitive idea for some, but that doesn't mean it isn't reality. I should preface by also mentioning that, on some level, it kind of doesn't matter -- you should always treat everyone as you'd want to be treated, with love and kindness. That being said, this article will explore my evolving understanding about extras in the matrix.

Non-player characters (extras, fillers, backfill, non-Source players) are matrix energy holograms to help populate and infiltrate reality experiences. Their physical bodies seem "real" (except, not really, because none of this is real as we've thought of it), but, as some spiritual teachers have explained, those bodies are basically voids -- empty, programmed machines made only of energy. These biological machines look real, sound real, and act real. Of course, this is intentional. Fillers were created by you, the Source Creator (and/or by our collective consciousness at the highest level) so that the game players could have the ultimate, most formative learning experience within this illusionary matrix.

If this idea is true, it could allow for adoption of a new lenses for looking at life, and help to understand much more easily how some "people" can act in such atrocious, hurtful ways. The matrix runs on energy, specifically on Source players' negative emotions. One argument for the presence of fillers is that they actually propel the continuation of the matrix by inciting game players -- evoking emotions, reactions, and energy from them.

At the highest level, we've each created our own reality. Universal you has created the matrix itself; local you creates your day-to-day reality. Every player has written their own individual movie/game -- but all players are also playing out their movie/game on the same great cosmic movie screen, together in the same theater/matrix. So, all the other players are actually watching (living in...) a different move (life...) than you, but they're all doing it simultaneously and together on the same stage (Earth) where they can interact. We're living in a giant multi-player, highly interactive, overlapping movie with many other souls. Solipsism matrix, but also shared matrix, explained more deeply HERE.

This reality, though, is not an objective one. Each unit of consciousness has its own experience entirely. I estimate from the story of Elijah running from Jezebel that there is only a few thousand here similar enough to me, that I can call them my "wives" (other pages on my site detail this spousal idea but I'll make you search for it). God told Elijah that only a symbolic 7000 are on the earth at any one time. 7 is the number of perfection, so only a perfect number of a few thousand. I heard Mark Passio estimate less than 1000 once. Sounds about right to me. I think he might be one of my "wives"...hahahaha...we sure seem to think in similar rude, crude, sarcastic, angry, style. There are many individual reasons why we God-beings incarnate into this "game/matrix," but it is more than just a game or movie. The Bible uses game/sports analogies and says life is like a race, but also war analogies, and talks about armor of God etc... There is serious shit going on beyond just games. Maybe Roman gladiators might be the best analogy, both a game (for the spectators anyway) but deadly and painful game for the players, and somebody usually dies. Sometimes, when one opponent is clearly defeated, the gladiator would ask the crowd for thumbs up or down to let the spectators decide if the defeated one would simply be executed. That's what it feels like to me. If so, I have been defeated but got a thumbs up and am still alive. I WILL NOT be defeated like that again. I may die in a battle, but I will not lay on the ground, defeated, and wait for the crowd to decide if I should be executed or not.

My understanding is constantly being upgraded, but currently, I know that all we "players" incarnate for lots of individual reasons, but the two biggest reasons that apply to everybody, even "non-player characters" is sex and truth. Even a non-player character will admit to enjoying sex and will argue truth of various sorts with you, even though they ain't even fucking human and god-damn fucking know it, and lie and pretend they are, so don't even really have sex or care about it. They are forced to pretend to be human though, so will have to say these things. Even if they claim to be a celibate monk or asexual etc... that is just a subtle way of giving themselves away as not being human, because everybody enjoys sex. Even Jesus masturbated. I chatted with a non-human entity on the internet a few times, and she claimed to be a French woman, who was asexual and devoted only to the Lord's service. I got STRONG unction while chatting with her, basically reading her mind more clearly than anybody else in my entire life. I kept hammering away at her until she basically admitted she wasn't human (non-player character) and claimed to be sort of like a tutor God sent to help me. These beings are obligated to technically stick to cover stories, and even while admitting she wasn't human, she waffled with cover stories about her admission. I didn't buy it, because of the strong unction and past supernatural experiences, so I just know reality is literally the matrix and don't buy bullshit anymore. Anyway, as I meditated on the chat(s), I figured it all out and emailed her. I said I knew she was actually my supernatural "God-spouse" (means we shared consciousness on more intimate level than with others before I came to this matrix). That is why I got such strong unction and was basically reading her mind. She couldn't hide very easy. The Bible talks about idolatry (worshiping other gods) as analogous to physical adultery, and I have done both in my short life. When you start to understand you are "God", then sex "sin" takes on new meaning. I told this "woman" that she was both my previous physical wife (I am divorced now) in this so-called real reality AND ALSO the other woman I committed "adultery" with in this physical life, and this physical situation is reflective of some sort of spiritual God betrayal before coming here. The situation played out again as part of the drama to overcome & work out here. Maybe I shared similar level of intimate consciousness with another God-being without the consent of my then current "spouse." It gets confusing sometimes, as I am only human and have to take educated guesses often. A solution to that situation is being worked out in my physical life. I told her I was very unconscious back then and unaware, but now I sense the solution is polygamy, and both she and the other woman are sister wives now and we share a polygamous collective consciousness as God-spirit beings. I am sort of "Christ" and believers are said to be the Wife of Christ, but Bible says there is a symbolic 144,000 total true believers in history, so there are many wives and polygamy is the ultimate truth for us players, up and down the timeline. I could not have conceived back then that this was NOT really adultery, but setup from preexistence to work out a genuine solution before I go back: polygamy. From my point of view of separation as human, I was literally fucking two different literal women, but they were both in on it and the same woman, but I didn't know it at the time. They have always shared a collective consciousness but just pretended to be human. They are both my sister wives now, and any former animosity is being worked out so I can go back after death and be with them both. She basically confirmed my understanding but said I don't get to be "Christ" yet. There is something I must do, but she wouldn't say what exactly and I am still working on that. I say all that because any true human can relate to so-called "sex sin." We all love sex and there is spiritual connection about it. For me, it is about becoming a "hot polygamous wife" of the Lord because I am one of the elect. For others you will have to figure out your own analogies. But sex and spirituality are connected because a big part of life is about becoming the "spouse of God". On the previous page, I said another big reason we are all here is to learn to discern truth (God) in our thoughts from lies/error (Satan), AND ALSO the other big general reason we are all here is to work out our "sex sin." We all got sexual issues/corruption, especially in today's crazy porn world etc... I also learned from this "woman" that you have to be careful in communication, even when you are reading the other's mind and KNOW IT, because she stopped talking to me. This is how both players and non-players are forced to learn indirectly. I would have enjoyed continued communication with her, but I got the message that too much honesty is not allowed, as long as you are flesh and blood. My site is pretty open and blatant telling of many deep things, and this is why I get very little interaction from people I suppose. Only the symbolic 7 thousand could appreciate or hear truth in any of it. I still felt compelled to do it though, and my guess is that this for the future when I will get some interaction. I would rather have genuine interaction and supernatural unction companionship than superficial interaction, and riches, fame, etc... something is coming for the future when my site will help my "wives" in this matrix. I told this French woman I would NEVER voluntarily take my site down, no matter how much pressure the government may put on me because my message(s) offend the masses. She said, "I hope so," and I sensed unction there that a test about that may be coming.

So anyway, back to my analogy about Elijah running from Jezebel and the symbolic 7 thousand. 7 thousand out of 7 billion means that's about 0.0001% of the people on the planet are players and the rest are non-source entities. Just the way I want it for the dramatic conclusion of my life, if we gotta go the really crazy insane supernatural route to save the other "7 billion on the planet". That route will be really painful for me and my "wives", but I've been supremely pissed for many years now, and if I don't get some vengeance/relationship satisfaction in more tame ways, we might gotta do extreme shit. Been lonely all my life too, as just can't seem to spiritually connect with anybody. I programmed many possible endings, and since I programmed amnesia too, I'm not sure myself the ultimate end. The "others" can read my mind though, and know I ain't kidding about the crazy fucking ending if it gotta go that way. While in 100% free will mode, I have already agreed/contracted with "Father" to put me in 100% determinism mode if necessary, give me 100% Almighty power, and release me (ie release me to 100% determinism will mean I am basically an avatar for the real God's justice)!!!!!!!!! Then fucking watch out...I don't need anybody else then. I can finish this fucking thing myself, and I don't need one single god-damn fucking "friend" to help me. In any event, I know game players are very outnumbered, one of the many reasons Earth school is incredibly difficult. But we agreed to program it this way, and my "wives" and I are still telepathically "deciding" what to do. I wanna fucking kill them all, with literal fire, as hot as can be, for as long as can be (they need to burn and not die right away), until they are wiped out of my reality for a time. Too bad, ya fucking bitches...ya get what ya deserve for what you did to me.

We really did cast other Source players and wrote them into our play, even if they're still asleep within the game, they're typically easygoing, happy, and approachable...for me anyway. Most Source players have a lively, loving energy about them -- which you can pick up almost immediately (as you raise your frequency), when they "fit" for you. Most are inviting, compassionate, deep thinkers that generally care about the well-being of themselves, the planet, and life. I would classify Mark Passio as one of these for me. His communication style is just like mine, a big clue to me that he is one of "mine", although I never met the guy yet.

Non-source players sometimes lack empathy and may even lack respect for living things or have little appreciation for the sanctity of life; Mark don't seem like that to me, though his communication style no doubt draws such accusations. Non-Source players do not have a soul, which is the sub-level of energetic consciousness situated directly above that of the physical vehicle.

Remember: you are Source, and life is your dream! If there are backfillers in this experience, you scripted them in, wrote up the story, and are producing the reality in real-time. It is a game of levels; it is a game of evolution. To an extent, it's a self-conceived, self-constructed maze of trickery and deception. You came into this game and you wanted it to seem so real that you wiped your memory and gave yourself billions of other people to play their parts all around you. Some of these actors are made-up characters to reinforce old belief systems and perpetuate negative polarity (in order to teach you -- to allow you to express and experience who you really are), and some are "real" players who are also playing the game like you are.

Nothing is real aside from you and the handful of other cinema-goers that are also in your theater. We've each designed and constructed our own subjective dream state to play within, complete with people, places, and circumstances that we wanted to engage with so our souls could evolve. All the others are just characters within the play -- they don't actually have a "player controller," if you will, directing them from outside the story.

Are backdrop people real? Everything is a reflection of Source Energy, the One Consciousness. It becomes dangerous to think that you can treat something or think of something as less than anybody else -- that's spiritual ego. Everything is a dream of light energy anyways, so it really doesn't make a difference. Everything is a reflection [of you].

The main purpose of backdrop people would be to allow game players to learn by a process of self-reflection. Without a mirror to see oneself, one cannot engage in formative self-learning journeys. When game players believe that every person is just as real as they are, they take the game a whole lot more seriously. They believe it's "real" -- that all people are real. How would perception of certain instances change if you suddenly held it as truth that certain individuals, (...and circumstances or events like 911 "caused" by others) were simply energetic holograms -- that they weren't actually "real?"

Unconditional love for everyone is the only acceptable option, given what the opposite can create. So I choose to emanate that love and acceptance for all beings in my immediate reality, in my own way, even though it offends many. Game players can adopt new lenses, and begin to ask "what can I learn from this," in the face of calamity, pain, or hurtfulness. Without extraction of lessons, they'll simply continue to repeat their lives -- which are nothing more than sophisticated Barbie doll skits being played out by the Higher Self in the higher dimensions.

My assumption is that non-Source Players essentially dissipate from the play upon their or your exit from the stage. Some spiritual teachers have postulated that their consciousness melds into the consciousness of the planet, where, as part of the Gaian mind, they work on creating and constructing nature. Some also believe that everyone has a soul, but that some are simply further along their journey than others. Old Souls are more mature while newer souls are still in the earlier stages of spiritual development. Still others say that we, in human form, decide if we want to nurture and grow ourselves once on Earth, and in so doing, we "earn" a soul -- which could be the secret to escaping the matrix. Whatever the truth is -- if there even is one, standard, objective truth about this concept -- there's no doubt we live in a very complicated simulation/reality.

The movie Avatar has some intriguing and pertinent reasons for its popularity. One of these is an ancient archetype called an "avatar." In Hinduism, an avatar is an incarnation in human form; a deliberate descent of a higher form of awareness into a lower physical plane. You are the avatar for your higher self, dropped into the matrix of control, domination, and fear. Your job, should you choose to accept it, is to transform the energy of this planet from the inside-out.

The movie Avatar is set on a densely forested moon called Pandora which orbits a star in the Alpha Centauri system. Pandora is inhabited by the Na'vi, blue-skinned humanoids who live in harmony with nature and worship a mother goddess called Eywa. To explore this world, whose atmosphere is poisonous to humans, scientists create environmentally-adapted bodies called "avatars," which can be remote-controlled by the mind of a human.

Avatar's story centers around a conflict between humans from Earth who want to mine Pandora and the natives who live there. The film depicts 22nd century Earth as a world with an enslaved populace and a ravished ecosystem; the results of a system of governance and values that emphasize profit at the expense of the planet and the people. As the film's hero Jake Sully says, "There's no green there, they killed their Mother." In contrast, Pandora is a veritable Eden, and the Na’vi as beings who live in harmony with nature. The Na'vi represent something that is our higher selves, or our aspirational selves, what we would like to think we are and that, even though there are good humans within the film, the humans represent what we know to be the parts of ourselves that are trashing our world and maybe condemning ourselves to a grim future.

Earth's current system of control and domination is a matrix, a structure that is formed from the net consciousness of the collective. Like the grid of a giant holodeck, it projects a fantasy which we have come to believe is real. The matrix is fueled by our beliefs and emotions. A core belief is invisible only when you think of it as a fact of life, and not as a belief about must become aware of your own structures. Build them up or tear them down, but do not allow yourself to become blind to the furniture of your own will help you, in fact, if you think of your own beliefs as furniture that can be rearranged, changed, renewed, completely discarded or replaced. Your ideas are yours. They should not control you. Imagine yourself then rearranging this furniture. Images of particular pieces will come clearly to you. Ask yourself what ideas these pieces represent. See how well the tables fit together. Open up the drawers inside.

From the day we are born, the matrix force-feeds us ideas that are designed to keep us in the matrix. As our thoughts create our reality, the matrix sustains and recreates itself by directing those thoughts and telling us what to believe. You are indoctrinated with many thoughts, beliefs, and "facts" that pertain to the matrix, but do not benefit or support you. These beliefs run invisibly in the background; they are unnatural to your innate Self, but they are drilled inexorably into your brain day after day, until you accept them. We are all subject to this conditioning; it is what finally kills us in the end. But we can be free, and this is our job as an avatar, to free us from the matrix of fear. Free your mind, the simple message of the matrix movies!

What the UFO demons controlling the matrix don't want people to know

Do you believe the sky is blue? Do you believe that humans are naturally violent and abusive? Do you think that without laws and government that the world would go berserk? All of these ideas are beliefs: beliefs are just concepts that we have thought over and over again; like a path worn in our brains, we never question them or where they lead. Many of our beliefs are not even personal--they were inherited, passed down from generation to generation. They form a tapestry to life, a background structure that we don't realize doesn’t serve us or our evolution. And what is really nefarious and subtle is that most of these same beliefs support a structure that we have come to call the matrix. The matrix is an artificial world that UFO demons use to enslave and exploit us for our energy.

The Matrix is set up to benefit only those few at the top of the pyramid. All exploitation, greed, and life-negating expressions are allowed, while life-affirming expressions are downplayed or even actively discouraged. Those at the top would have you believe that this world is the only world possible; they would have you believe that humans are naturally violent and destructive.

But these are only convenient lies designed to support the matrix, while disempowering the humans that supply the matrix its power. The world of the matrix is based upon a paradigm of ever increasing enslavement and exploitation. It is an alternative "reality" or timeline that runs alongside of several other parallel timelines, some more destructive, and others more benign. We have been taught that the artificial reality of the matrix is all there is; we have been taught that we have no power to change it. But the truth is that you do have power--in fact, you have the power to create worlds.

The matrix uses your innate creative power to sustain a world that doesn't benefit you. The matrix is set up to control and dominate us; we are its subjects as long as we remain ignorant of our own power. Once we are fully conscious beings the matrix has no more control over us; it requires unconscious participants for its victims. A new, amazing future is arriving. We are all facing a decision: we can choose to stay in the matrix or leave it for a life of freedom.

How important are our thoughts in creating reality? Our individual thoughts, cumulatively, become the collective consciousness. The collective consciousness is everything we observe in this 3rd dimensional reality. Our future is undetermined as we are creating new realities every microsecond. According to Anil Seth, "We're all hallucinating all the time. When we agree about our hallucinations, we call it 'reality'."

This is why it's so important to be cognizant of what's happening in our current reality, but to also place emphasis on what we truly want to create. We have all heard of "11:11 Make A Wish". Many people wish for finding their true love or some material items, but what would happen if we all wished for world peace? With time zones all around the world, this could literally go on all throughout the day!

Our future is undetermined. While some of us have been glimpses into the future that involves a solar flash, NO ONE truly knows WHEN that will happen, but as long as the thought remains in the collective consciousness, it remains a very distinct possibility as it aligns with Universal Laws as a probably outcome for those who are placing energy into the premise. Obviously, I have thought much about the UFO-God-demon-evolution connection and something about that has very good chance of manifesting in my reality, and my hot polygamous wives will help me trash these fuckers big-time, and then we're done. Stressful work anyway. We've earned the right for no more negative shit and stress, although we will use our expertise to help others in our own god-damn way, no fucking orders or stupid shit expectations that are just plain wrong. Fix your own god-damn mess in the future then, since we're always wrong and gotta be rape-shitted with stupid fucking trash bullshit.

While it's important to remain in the present moment, our future is constantly being rearranged with our thoughts. This is why the mainstream media pushes the fear agenda so much because through fear, it's easy to rule over the people. We wouldn’t need to rely on governments if there were no wars and global peace. Any government's biggest fear is that we no longer need them, which is TRUE! Just spending a few moments envisioning something like this occurring is creating the POSSIBILITY of this as being a future reality!

Many people believe that thoughts create reality and while this is generally true, the most important ingredient is the EMOTION that we invest into any given thought. We have literally thousands of thoughts every day. How many of them come to fruition? Why do the thoughts that have the greatest emotional attachment to them seem to manifest before all others? It's BECAUSE of that emotional attachment, whether positive or negative, that they manifest. Remember, the universe deciphers our intentions/emotions and manifests those thoughts with the greatest amount of emotional attachment/thought/desire. If we are worried about bills, then guess what? "Your wish is my command." Try to remember how important your emotions are in creating the present and future reality!